Flying Solo

Each morning, I visualize that I am a separate person from those around me. The difficulty in doing this is that I feel guilty, that I am abandoning people.  Since this is all going on in my head and not theirs, it is very unclear if I actually am or would be abandoning anyone.  The other people that I am supposedly so concerned about would probably be happy if I were not so clingy.  The real questions are whether I can trust the universal life force to take care of me if I let go, and whether I have enough faith in myself to fly solo.  Right now I am not sure, so I am going to “act as if” I have faith one day at a time . . . one hour at a time.