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Finding a Calling for the New Year
Being depressed is like a calling…it takes so much time to deal with it to keep yourself…
Desperation: Where Is It Hiding
In my head my sense of desperation can get very loud or it can quietly sneak up on me. Sometimes…
Detox – Shame and Blame of Mental Illness part 2
Wouldn’t it be wonderful if one could control when and if one has a mental illness? The sense…
Becoming your own Loving Parent
Depression and Anxiety often first reveal themselves to children who live in highly dysfunctional…
The Empty Hole
While there is lots of color and activity around my empty hole in the middle of my psyche, why do…
Is it Depression or Shyness?
I am the type of person that appears cheerful and talkative in a social situation once I am in it. The hard part…
Here I Go Again
I have hidden this blog in the biosphere, not using my real name. If you did not know about it from…
Detox from the Shame and Blame of Mental Illness part 1
I have family members who spent a lifetime being depressed and using alcohol to kill the pain…
Making a Choice Every Morning
When I wake up I sometimes get on my iPad to see if I have any emails and then look around…
Stomach flu in a hotel room
I am lying on my bed in a hotel room on the east coast with the stomach flu. This is the type…
“Brain Fever”
I recently did some psychological work on an old medical trauma. Since this was the medical trauma…
Cry It Away, Baby
Last week, I was putting my granddaughter to sleep, and she cried inconsolably for over an hour…
The Depression Bubble – How To Burst It?
Depression and Anxiety makes me feel like I am living in a “bubble”. Those looking at me do not…
What I Do All Day
I woke up this morning wondering what I had done for the last three months beyond being very anxious…
How Anxiety Works for Me
The textbook case of how anxiety works for me happens when I have an appointment…
Change of Circumstance – Opening the Door
The Depression/Anxiety disease I have has been passed down through the generations…
Other People
I live with another person. Dealing with this person on a daily basis confuses me with regard…
How to Relate to Adult Children?
I am a mother. How can I relate to my adult child when I am suffering from Depression/Anxiety…